Never Know
Blue clouds and white skies
I try to fake a smile
And laugh ‘cause you’re not here
I can’t sleep at night
When the only light
In my life just disappeared
An end to no beginning
Wish I could stop singing
And wondering why
I live but I’m not living
Lose and never win
Fall before I jump
I don’t know why I
Forgive though I’m not forgiving
Whisper when I sing
Drink raindrops from a paper cup
I’ll never know
Moon in the morning
Feels so strange knowing
That nothing’s ever gonna change
You said “I’m doing fine”
But there’s no “good” in your “goodbye”
‘Cause you || didn’t wanna stay
It’s the start of the ending
To the story I’m telling
And my questioning of why
I live but I’m not living
Lose and never win
Fall before I jump
I don’t know why I
Forgive though I’m not forgiving
Whisper when I sing
Drink raindrops from a paper cup
I’ll never know
If we were meant to be
If you really loved me
If you could’ve stayed
The dreams that you left behind
The feel of our hands intertwined
The lucky chance I didn’t take
The apple falls from the tree
I should let it be
‘Cause only God knows why
I live but I’m not living
Lose and never win
Fall before I jump
I don’t know why I
Forgive though I’m not forgiving
Whisper when I sing
Drink raindrops from a paper cup
I’ll never know